我在真佛宗七年的真实经历之一--在火车上亲眼看见卢胜彦

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(转）我在真佛宗七年的真实经历之一--我在火车上亲眼看见的卢胜彦和徐雅琪
来源：新浪博客
日期：2014-1-21

我在真佛宗七年的真实经历之一

我在火车上亲眼看见的卢胜彦和徐雅琪 ［ 莲生活佛卢胜彦的密密密网 ］

原真佛宗弟子 莲花某某

2012年8月 http://www.shcstory.com/web_article82-ipt.html

这是在两年前, 2010年6月下旬，我和姚师姐（姚素珍，60岁出头）一起去台湾参加卢胜彦 66岁的庆生会（预定是6月26日周六台湾雷藏寺）。我们在海外时预先定好了在台北的中观堂宿舍，但马上就接到卦山雷藏寺莲钟法师（真佛宗只有一个莲钟法师，女，跟我也比较熟）的长途电话，一定要请我们去他们那里，说有她在一定能安排我们见到卢胜彦。在莲钟法师的强烈邀请下，我们就退掉了中观堂的宿舍。没想到这一个变化，造成了我一生中的一个巨大的改变。。。。。。

我和姚师姐是在法会的前几天飞去台湾的,晚上起飞,第二天一早到台北的桃园机场.然后坐大巴赶到台中, 接着莲钟法师开车接我们去彰化县的卦山雷藏寺，在哪里等着见卢胜彦。我们坐在那里闻着臭臭的猪粪味（隔壁有个养猪场），一直等到下午4点左右才得到消息，卢要去莲极上师儿子的贝尔牙医诊所洗牙，卢是坐莲极的车去的，我们 坐莲钟的车去，车程约20分钟。当时莲钟对我说了句非常奇怪的话，她说：“师姐，打扮一下，抹点口红。”卢在贝尔洗了2个小时的牙，我们就等了2个小时。卢出来后，我们就开始问事。莲钟把我介绍给卢的时候说：“这是澳洲来的美女。”我不知道她这样说是开玩笑呢，还是有什么用意？

我主要问了家里的风水，卢说，有点漏财，莲极马上说要怎么改，卢在他手臂上打了一巴掌，说他乱说话。。。。。。当天就这么过去了，算是皆大欢喜（红包当然是要送的）。大家又约好第二天陪卢去一个分堂. 然后有一个师姐送我们去台中的宾馆.。
再到第二天，我们坐莲钟的车去了台中火车站，一到那里，车票已经有人买好，连座位都定好了。我们一共有8个人：我和姚师姐，卢，徐雅琪，莉莉法师，莲钟法师，莲极上师和卦山的一个卖念珠卖手链的徐国圣讲师。车程1小时零6分钟，去到一个地方有一座山，山腰有一座很大的土地公，十分壮观，这个堂在山脚下的一座大楼里面，场地很小，名字我已经忘记了。

在往火车车门前走的时候我, 姚师姐和莲极走在后面，卢他们一帮人走在前面，卢不断地用眼睛的余光朝我这边看，莲极在跟我聊蒙古人和蒙古族的事，因为我小时候在蒙古住了好多年。这时候, 突然间卢胜彦转过身来正对着我，大约有4米左右，说我前世是满族人。大家都感到很惊讶！我当时也没有说话，当时还认为他说什么就一定是什么，但是前世的事谁知道呢？所以也有些稀里煳涂，但是很崇敬他。

上车后，卢坐在左边靠窗的座位，徐雅琪坐在他边上，徐的右边是莲钟；我坐在卢的后面，我右边是姚师姐，姚右边是莉莉法师。莲极和那位卦山的师兄坐在和我同一排的过道对面。一排座有3个椅子，每个椅子之间有4指宽的缝隙。我在落座前恭敬地跟卢打了个招呼，我说：“师尊，我坐在你后面.”他回答说：“好。”

刚一落座，卢就把窗帘拉了下来，遮住了车外，我当时觉得有点奇怪，那天是阴天，没有太阳，为什么要拉窗帘？火车启动后，我当时因为天气关系有点犯晕，我闭眼休息了一会儿，眼睛睁开后突然看见姚师姐脸上奇怪的表情，在眼镜玻璃片后面的眼睛里露出了诧异，惊讶，绝望和悲伤的表情，我顺着她的目光看过去，先是看见了徐雅琪的黑发, 然后看到了徐雅琪的头完全靠在卢的肩膀上，身体也依偎在卢的右边身体上。。。。。。我当时感觉到我的身体一下子从头皮凉到脚趾，整个人凝固了，然后血又回到脸上，心跳加速，头皮在跳动，脸涨的通红，我第一个反应是用手肘狠狠地顶了一下姚师姐，愤怒地用中文说了一句：“你骗了我！”（因为，姚一直在我面前极力夸赞卢。。。。。。）马上我又用英语说：“What’s happening? Could you explain to me?” （“这到底是怎么回事？你能不能给我解释？” ）姚很长时间不回答我，厚厚的镜片底下那双游离不定的小眼睛不敢正视我，仍然看着前面的卢和徐。我不断的问：“why?”。。。。。。过了好久，姚狡诈地回答说：“Don’t ask me. What do you see? Nothing happen.”（“不要问我。你看见什么了？什么都没有发生！” ）我还是用英语不断地问她。。。。。。我们用英语说话是不想让卢和徐听懂，但是，我后来想起来，坐在姚边上的Li li 法师是懂英语的，她是香港的上海人，以前做过银行的经理，舞跳的很好(在西雅图是卢的舞伴,与卢关系极深)，英语也很好，我和姚的谈话她完全听到。她从一上火车就双目微闭，面无表情，一直到下车都是如此，纹丝不动。

我当时处于一种亢奋状态，忽然之间有一股暖流从心里流出来，突然感到一种释放，一种从未有过的轻松，多年来的压抑消失了，这是一种相当复杂的心态。。。。。。一下子我对卢胜彦的那种敬畏之情嘎然而止，荡然无存。。。。。。

在整个车程中，在整整1小时零6分钟的时间里，徐雅琪一直依偎在卢的身上，两个人一直在如情人般的窃窃私语和嬉笑。莲钟有拿一张报纸尽量为他们遮挡，因为在他们同排的过道右边，有一位中年妇女一直皱着眉头在看卢和徐，脸上带着非常诧异，不解，鄙视和气愤的表情，从开始一直看到结束，一路看到底。（后来知道台湾这段时间，时常有报道许多“活佛”，“仁波切”骗钱骗色的事件。卢胜彦等人也是光头穿喇嘛装, 卢是一副“活佛”打扮。）

这1小时零6分钟结束了我对真佛宗的跟随和对卢胜彦的崇拜…… 真正有一种巨大的上当受骗的感觉, 我们所崇拜的师尊, 竟然与一位有夫之妇调情!!! 真佛宗的徐雅琪大家都知道的,是邰智源的老婆, 两个人竟然身体贴着身体! 徐的头完全躺在卢的肩上, 一路调笑……
下了火车后，卢也有回头和我说话，我在交谈时已经完全没有像徒弟对师父般的神态了，完全是世俗般的应酬了。

出了车站，我和姚师姐无精打采的随着这帮人去了那个堂，莲极上师跟我说话，开玩笑，我也没理他。从那个堂出来后就没有人管我和姚师姐了，我们不知道要到哪里去，看到那部原来来火车站接我们的车，我们俩就上车了，结果那个卦山的徐国圣讲师恶狠狠地叫我们下车，大声说：“你们上来干什么？下去。”我说：“你说话我听的懂，这么大声干什么？刚才还是一辆车上过来的人。。。。。。”后来有好心人告诉我们怎么坐车回台中。

后来几天，我和姚师姐都没有心情了，以前一起出来都是蛮开心的，出去吃吃东西，逛逛街，现在一点精神也没有了，周六的那个卢的庆生会也是这样无聊的过去了。在离开台湾的那天，在机场，我和姚因为几天来都没有吃什么东西就各人叫了一碗米粉，我当时还是吃不下去，难过到趴在桌上哭出声音来，心里感到非常委屈，我进入真佛宗七年，本来想得到心灵的解脱，人生有一个新的起点，还以为找到了一位人间的师父，没想到是个骗子！！！心里有一种受骗后的愤怒，也有一种茫然的失落感。我哭了一会，心里略微好受一点，抬起头来看到姚师姐坐在那里，干枯的脸上在默默地流泪，两行眼泪在哗哗地流，我认识她七年，从来没有看见她流过眼泪。

姚素珍对此事的反应比我复杂的多，受到的打击也比我大的多，她在真佛宗有20多年。。。。。。

姚当时在那张饭桌前要求我发誓这件事不能跟任何人说，包括我先生。我没有回答，没有答应也没有不答应。

回家以后，我有3个月没有跟我先生说话，心里非常苦闷和郁闷，想想这七年来全家付出的时间精力金钱全部浪费，而且是害了我的慧命，我心灵上蒙上了巨大的阴影，我那时对什么都不信了，包括佛教。我先生一直问我：“你怎么了？”我无法回答。

那些天里，我几乎天天在电话里同姚素珍吵架。我问姚：“难道你对这件事没有看法吗？”姚非常矛盾地回答我：“要说没有看法，那是骗人的。其实，我在西雅图早就听到这种说法和这种传闻(指卢胜彦和徐雅琪)。但是相信师尊是不会骗我们的。”看看这有多么矛盾？！姚不知道是在为卢胜彦辩解呢，还是在为自己辩解？姚又听到传闻，又亲眼看到卢和徐的事，还说卢不会骗她！是不是她在辩解她为什么没有退出真佛宗？已经看到这种情形了！还要怎么看？这还不够吗？难道一定要跑到卢的床上去看吗？那为什么不许我把事情说出去呢？还有她为什么那时流了那么多的眼泪呢？这种人真是不可理喻！

姚素珍在真佛宗是小有名气的, 她在图书馆工作, 她曾在台湾的大灯做过义工, 她为推广卢的书籍作出过很大的贡献, 卢的书本来不能在国际上流通, 是她帮忙出主意搞了国际书号。。。。。。 所以,卢曾说: 姚师姐功不可没. 姚素珍是个可以跟卢胜彦同桌吃饭的人. 姚在真佛宗里贡献了20多年, 对卢迷的很深, 把一辈子都毁了, 我们也为此而分手.

现在, 卢胜彦无耻下流地公然推广“性交成佛法”, 这将在社会上造成更大的危害!所以我一定要把我所知道的卢胜彦写出来, 告诉大家卢胜彦是个骗子,真佛宗是个邪教!
我以上所说完全属实,我以下地狱来发誓,如果我说的有不实之处,我就下地狱!

(待续)

附英文翻譯：
I personally saw [the Intimate Relationship Between] Sheng-yen Lu and Xu Yaqi on a Train

Posted on September 21, 2012 Updated on October 17, 2013

I personally saw [the Intimate Relationship Between] Sheng-yen Lu and Xu Yaqi on a Train
-by a former follower of True Buddha School, August 2012
Translated by Cheng Yew Chung, edited by Jason Yu ［ 蓮生活佛盧勝彥的密密密網 ］

In late June of 2010, sixty year old Yao Suzhen [from Sydney, Australia] and I decided to travel to Taiwan to celebrate Grandmaster Sheng-yen Lu’s 66th birthday scheduled on the 26th of June at Taiwan Leizang Temple. We had planned to stay at the Zhong Guan Templein Taipei. However, we subsequently received a long-distance phone call from Reverend Lianzhong of Guashan Leizang Temple whom I am familiar with, and she insisted that we drop by at their temple first, and told us she could arrange a meeting with Grandmaster Lu. We decided to forgo the idea of staying at Zhong Guan Temple, but little did I know that this decision would be a major turning point in my life…

Yao Suzhen and I had planned to arrive a few days prior to the celebration. We took off [from Australia] at night, arriving at Taiwan Taoyuan International Airport the next morning. We took a bus to Taichung, and from there, Reverend Lianzhong drove us to Guashan Leizang Temple in Changhua County where we waited to meet Grandmaster Lu. The temple is situated next to a pig’s farm, and the air was permeated with the smell of pig’s manure. We waited until 4pm in the afternoon before receiving news of Grandmaster Lu’s schedule. Grandmaster wanted to visit a dentist at Bear Orthodontic Clinic to get a dental cleaning, and the dentist is non-other than the son of Master Lianji [the abbot of Guashan Temple]. Lu traveled in Master Lianji’s car, while we rode with Reverend Lianzhong. The journey there was about twenty minutes, and during the trip, Reverend Lianzhong said something rather bizarre to me. She said, “dharma sister, please put up some makeup, and apply lipstick.”

We waited at the clinic for two hours, the duration of the dental cleaning. When Grandmaster Lu appeared, we approached him for our consultation. Reverend Lianzhong introduced me as “the beautiful girl from Australia.” I wasn’t sure if she meant it as a joke or if it had other implications.

I mainly wanted to know about my house’s fengshui. Grandmaster Lu said that there was some leakage of wealth according to the plan I showed him, and Master Lianji immediately suggested how I could go about correcting the fengshui. Grandmaster Lu smacked his arm and chided him for spouting nonsense… Anyway, the day passed quickly, and we were all pleased (we naturally made monetary offerings of red envelopes). We also made an appointment to travel with Grandmaster Lu to visit another practice center on the following day. Then, a dharma sister drove us to a hotel in Taichung.

The following day, we rode with Reverend Lianzhong to the Taichung train station. When we arrived, we realized the tickets had already been purchased. There were eight of us: Myself and Yao, Grandmaster Lu and Xu Yaqi, Reverend Lily, Reverend Lianzhong, Master Lianji and a dharma brother, Xu Guosheng from Guashan Temple who sells prayer beads. The journey, lasting about an hour and six minutes, would take us to a mountain where a huge and magnificent statue of the earth deity would be located halfway up the mountain. The rather small practice center we were going to, whose name I have forgotten, is located within a building that is built at the foot of the mountain.
Grandmaster Lu and others were walking ahead of us, while I trailed behind along with dharma sister Yao and Master Lianji as we headed for the train door. I noticed Lu was glancing at me from the corner of his eyes as Master Lianji chatted with me about Mongolia, the people and the life there, as I had lived in Mongolia for many years during my childhood days. Suddenly, Grandmaster Lu stopped, turned around, and while facing me from a distance of about four meters, told me that in my last life, I was a Manchurian. Everyone was surprised at this revelation! I was speechless, and felt that whatever Grandmaster Lu said must be true, even though no one can really validate the authenticity of my past life. While I was unsure what to make out of it, my admiration for Grandmaster Lu remained.

After we boarded the train, Grandmaster was seated on the left window seat, while Xu Yaqi sat beside him. Reverend Lianzhong sat on the aisle seat beside Xu. I was seated directly behind Grandmaster Lu, while dharma sister Yao sat on my right, and further right sat Reverend Lily at the aisle seat. Master Lianji and the other dharma brother from Guashan Temple were seated on the right side of the train on the same row as us. This is a three-seat configuration, and each seat is separated by a gap of about four fingers wide. Before we sat down, I paid my respect to Grandmaster Lu, saying, “Grandmaster, I will be sitting behind you.” Grandmaster simply replied, “Ok.”

When Grandmaster Lu sat down, he immediately closed the window curtain, blocking all outside view. I found it strange, as it was an overcast sky and the sun was hidden behind the clouds. So why would Grandmaster want to close the window curtain? When the train started moving, I decided to close my eyes and rest for a while, as I felt a little dizzy perhaps from the weather. When I reopened my eyes moments later, I noticed a strange expression from Yao’s face. Behind her glasses was a look of surprise, shock, complete disappointment and sadness. As I instinctively traced the direction of her stare, I caught sight of Xu Yaqi’s hair, whose head was leaning on Sheng-yen Lu’s shoulder. In fact, her whole body was leaning on Lu’s right side… I could feel a chill shooting down from my head to my toes. I was frozen at the sight, and felt my blood rush towards my face, my heart rapidly beating, my scalp twitched and my face reddened. I reacted by hitting Yao with my elbow. Speaking in Chinese, I said, “You lied to me!” (Yao was always praising Lu) Then almost immediately I switched to English, saying, “What’s happening? Can you explain this to me?” Yao remained silent for a long pause, and avoided any direct eye contact with me. Her eyes remained fixated at Lu and Xu while I kept pressing for an answer, “Why?” After a long interval, Yao cunningly uttered these words in English, “Don’t ask me. What do you see? Nothing happen.”

I kept asking her. We spoke in English to avoid drawing attention from Lu and Xu. [Translator’s note: I believe Lu and Xu can understand simple conversational English.] Later, I realized Reverend Lily is well-versed in English. She is a Shanghainese who once lived in Hong Kong, and prior to becoming a nun she had worked as a manager in a bank. She was a good dancer and was Lu’s dance partner in Seattle. She was close to Lu. She is very proficient in English, so I believe she heard my conversation with Yao, even though she was sitting with her eyes shut, and kept a poker face from the start till the end of the journey.

I found myself agitated to a state of hysteria. A sudden gush of heat burst forth within me, and then there was this release, a state of relaxation that I had never experienced. An emotional restraint that had been with me for years was gone. It was a peculiar concoction of mixed feelings… in an instant, all my reverence towards Sheng-yen Lu came to an abrupt halt, completely removed from my system.

The train journey took one hour and six minutes, and throughout the journey Xu Yaqi was learning on Sheng-yen Lu. They chatted like lovers, whispering and giggling at times. Reverend Lianzhong attempted to shield them with a newspaper, as across their row on the right side, a middle age woman kept staring at them with a frown, her facial expression was full of astonishment, puzzlement, disgust, and rage. She didn’t take her eyes off Lu and Xu the whole trip. (Later, I realized Taiwan had many reports of living buddhas and rinpoches involved in various sex scandals and money scams. Sheng-yen Lu was shaved, outfitted in a lama garment, and was dressed as a living buddha.)

This one hour and six minute journey forever ended the respect and admiration I had towards True Buddha School and Sheng-yen Lu. I felt betrayed and deceived. The Grandmaster whom I had adored was flirting with a married woman! Xu Yaji was a well known personality within True Buddha School, and was married to Tai Zhiyuan, a well known TV celebrity in Taiwan. Yet, Lu and Xu were flirting and teasing each other throughout the journey, with Xu’s head lying on Lu’s shoulder, and her body leaning against his…

After leaving the train, Lu turned to chat with me, but I had lost all reverence towards him, and simply dealt with him as I would have behaved in any social setting.

After we left the train station, Yao and I followed the group to the respective practice center. When Master Lianji spoke and joked with me, I simply ignored him. After leaving the center, we were simply left alone. We had no idea where we wanted to proceed, and when we saw the same van that had picked us up earlier at the train station, we just boarded it. Then, Xu Guosheng, the dharma brother from Guashan Temple shouted at us, saying, “Why do you board the van? Get out! “I simply said, “I understand what you are saying. You don’t need to shout.” Tothink we were on the same ride just hours earlier. Later, a kind-hearted person told us how we could catch a ride back to Taichung.

For the next few days, Yao and I were completely disheartened. In the past, our travels were always injected with much joy as we shopped and ate, but we had since lost all motivation. The celebration of Lu’s birthday on Saturday came and went without any excitement for us. On the day we left Taiwan, we ordered two bowls of noodles at the airport. Despite eating very little for the past few days, I still had no appetite for food, so much so that I simply broke down crying at the dining table, feeling absolutely dejected and in despair. I have embraced True Buddha School for seven years, hoping to find some spiritual liberation, hoping that it would give me a new start in life. I really thought I had found my spiritual guru. Yet, this guru turned out to be a complete fraud! My heart ached with a mix of anger and loss that arose from being liedto. After some crying, I felt better, and lifted my head to look at Yao, who was sobbing in silence. I have known her for seven years, and never once did I see her cry.
Yao’s reaction was much more complicated compared to mine, for she had spent a good twenty plus years in True Buddha School, and naturally suffered a much greater shock. She had specifically asked me to swear to never to reveal what had happened to anyone, including my husband. I didn’t promise her anything, and remained silent.

After returning to Australia, I spoke little to my husband for three months, as I was consumed by depression. Imagine seeing all seven years of the whole family’s time and energy invested in this school all gone down the drain, and my spiritual life ruined. The whole thing weighed upon me, and at one point I simply lost faith in everything, including Buddhism. My husband kept asking me, “What’s the matter with you?” I couldn’t bring myself to answer him.

I quarreled with Yao almost everyday over the phone. I asked Yao, “Don’t you have anything to say about this whole situation?” Yao replied in a rather self-contradictory way, saying, “I would be lying if I tell you I have no issues with it. As a matter of fact I have long heard about the matter between Sheng-yen Lu and Xu Yaqi when I was in Seattle. But I still think Grandmaster wouldn’t lie to us.” That’s how screwed up she is! I wasn’t sure whether Yao was defending Sheng-yen Lu or herself. She has heard about the rumors, and then witnessed it, and still claimed Lu wouldn’t lie to her. Was she finding an excuse why she hasn’t quit True Buddha School? She witnessed the whole episode. Isn’t it sufficient? Must she see things happen on Lu’s bed to be convinced? Why did she try to make me promise to never tell of what had transpired? Why did she shed so many tears then? She just can’t be reasoned with!

Yao is fairly well-known in True Buddha School. She once worked in thelibrary [at the Seattle Temple], and had done volunteer work for the Taiwanese publisher Daden Culture. She has made great contributions in promoting Lu’s books. Lu’s books initially lacked international exposure until she pushed for the registration of International Standard Book Number (ISBN) on all of his books. Lu once praised Yao’s contributions to his cause, saying that what she has done has been essential, and that she is definitely someone who can eat at the same table as Lu. Yao has spent the last twenty plus years making contributions to True Buddha School and had deep faith in Lu, and her life has been ruined because of this faith. Yao and I eventually parted ways.

As Sheng-yen Lu publicly promotes his shameless and obscene approach to buddhahood through sex, it will only bring greater harm to society. I must reveal what I know about Lu and tell the world what a fraud he is, and that True Buddha School is nothing but a cult.

What I have writtenabove is totally true, and I swear that if there is a single fabrication in this article, I shall go to hell.

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